(Verse)
Long I have to
Deal with this
Pain
Abuse
The same shit
From niggas that close
To feeling me
Miss me with   that
Acting
Been   back tracking
Through
Shit I   don’t deserve
And it hurts
Painkillers
Through the dirt
They   might just
Leave me in a hearse
Tryna find life
Better off dead
When viewed from hindsight
Get my mind right
It’s f*ck my feelings
In this limelight
Despite I
Nigga nothing’s sweet
From parts of me
For free
Your left deceased
From beats
I’m feeding
Like it’s cheese
You know I need it
Sit back
And lose your mind
And trap your thoughts
Caught
Between this rat race
Your piece of mind
Was always lost
Coming at your f*cking
Head
So I
Just tossed It
They always asking why I’m raw
Just know
That i just lost it
It’s hard shit
(Chorus)
Another feeling of mine
That’s in my chest
Yeah yeah
Another victim of mine
So he can rest
Yeah yeah
Many nights where I cried
Hoping for death
What’s next
You can see it in my eyes
Nothings left