I’ll just never understand
I’ma kill myself and then they’ll regret it then, they’ll regret it then
[Chorus]
It feels like I’ll never blow up
You never show love
Been tryin’ my best, but my best not enough
I hope that I make mama proud
I’ll sing to the clouds
Hope she’s lookin’ down ’cause I’m all alone now
[Verse 3]
Broke boy, but it ain’t cash that I’m lackin’
Got guns, but it ain’t heat that I’m packin’
Yeah, I heard your track and yeah, I think it’s wack and
I’m the only one not actin’
[Chorus]
It feels like I’ll never blow up
You never show love
Been tryin’ my best, but my best not enough
I hope that I make mama proud
I’ll sing to the clouds
Hope she’s lookin’ down ’cause I’m all alone now [Verse 1]
Spider web thread, so thin, so fragile
Everyone at school hurt me since a damn child
Cried when I wrote this, tears in my notes
And love in my heart but it’s broken
Pass me the AUX, Lil Heartbreak and Cold Hart
Pop four Xans, treat the whip like a go-kart
Know I’ma die, when my heart stop, won’t start
Know I’ma die real young, so I go hard
[Chorus]
It feels like I’ll never blow up
You never show love
Been tryin’ my best, but my best not enough
I hope that I make mama proud
I’ll sing to the clouds
Hope she’s lookin’ down ’cause I’m all alone now
[Verse 2]
Friends dip on you when you need the most
I’ma give my shot and I know I won’t choke
When I die, I’ma haunt you like a ghost
They’ll say that it’s a tragedy, but really it’s a joke
Saying that you f*ck with me and then you shake my hand
You tell me I’m the man, then unfollow on the ‘Gram
Why do they hate me?